Quite often, followers ask me what I feel about posting about my submission and

Quite often, followers ask me what I feel about posting about my submission and my intimacy, and about the fact that I arouse excitement. To be honest, it simply does me good. In the sense that I write what I experience, which allows me to make a lived experience concrete and to step back from it. As for arousing excitement, you may think me naive, but I don't see what is exciting about it. And besides, I don't care. What matters to me is knowing whether people understand what BDSM is through my stories, whether this can help them, or whether they are going through the same thing as I am. But I have never done it for others, only for myself and to get answers to my questions. Besides, I am still looking for answers. Oddly enough, some men insist and have convinced themselves that it turns me on. I won't lie, some passages do turn me on and awaken desires. But that is not always the case. Most of the time, I try to make sense of what I have experienced and tell myself that yes, I liked it and I took pleasure in it. That is something quite difficult for me to admit. Yes, admitting that I am a submissive woman who loves being humiliated to the point of being animalized in certain practices is not easy for me. So yes, I prefer to speak with people who understand my difficulties, how I feel, the pleasure of psychological submission, rather than with those who are only looking for excitement and think they know what turns me on without even having spoken to me. What is funny is that most are disappointed and don't understand my answers because they do not match their desires. On the other hand, those who take my answers into account and want to know who I am interest me all the more